26/4/2009
4.30pm...
haiz...i'm rejected again...
haiz...so hate da alone d feel...juz lik lost in a desert...no hope...undesirable...

00:00midnight
i hav went to pantai keracut...for midnight trecking...
n overnight at seaside...so that i cn nt to think abt that...cn free my heart...
but too bad...da security block us from going up to the mountain...
so we hav to change da plan...y keep wan me suffer le???
i try to make myself tired...y cnt le???
the god playing me???
i surrender le...i so suffer le...
da feeling reli hard...reli pain...
wat should i do???
i noe i muz let go le...
but i cn ma???i cnt...i wait for her for 8months d...
suffer so much oni get her...but y its wan happen to me???
i dnwn d...i cnt le...